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Sunday, 13 December 2009

  • finals

    i'm pretty stressed. i hope i do good on all my tests. i really need some good grades. i took my multivariable calculus exam friday night and i'm pretty sure i did awful. tomorrow at 7:45 am is my aerospace final... i feel pretty confident about it but we'll see. tuesday at 10:45 am is my comp methods final... really worried about that one. wednesday at 7 pm is my physics final... not sure how worried i should be. statics thursday at 7:45 am... not worried about early material, very worried about later material.

    college is balls.

Wednesday, 09 December 2009

Sunday, 06 December 2009

  • my crazy dream

    okay, so i had a dream that i lived in some semi futuristic, semi steampunk community. it was a huge community, like a big city, but i'm not sure if there was anything beyond.

    anyways, so it's a very happy place with no crime or anything but one day the government decides to start shooting everyone but people not in the affected areas don't know and won't believe it because they're not there. so i run off into this old building and hide when dick cheney (haha i know! he was one of the government people) comes in and knows i'm there. he has a shotgun (again, lulz) and he's shooting all over the room trying to find me. so i have a pistol and i sneak up behind him and shoot him in the head.

    after i kill him, some native american freedom fighters come to my aid and we go to a super secret cave hideout and i call up heather and she's been taken to jail for collaborating with the enemy. so we go and break her out of this weird spherical cage-like jail cell that's like on display to the public because they were gonna kill her. we get the cage open and then take her to our secret hideout but she says her parents won't let her stay with me and the other fighters and i told her i didn't care. so then the next morning we wake up and leave the cave and she cut off all her hair and put red streaks in it for the sign of the resistance.

    pretty weird, huh? haha. sorry i haven't been writing a lot lately, i've been soooo busy. i'll try and write more during christmas break. 2 weeks!

Saturday, 28 November 2009

  • RIP xbox

    my xbox died tonight. 3 rings of death. i was literally 15 minutes away from beating borderlands and i was so looking forward to some modern warfare 2 afterward. i don't have any good games to play on my PC since i don't have the money to buy any so i'm gonna send it off and hope it gets back before christmas.

    sorry i haven't been writing much lately, i've just been enjoying my break and before that, stressing about school. ahhh, school. i love it. oh, wait, no i don't. i hate it. college is infinitely worse than high school where i had friends and i never had to worry about work because i was the smart kid. i was able to do all my homework in under half an hour and i would goof off and have fun. now, a year and a half of college has nearly passed and i've only made one friend, a friend that i never even see so it doesn't even count. college is just so... big. everything is so big. everyone has their cliches already and a lot of people seem, to me anyway, to look down on people who aren't from these huge 2000 people schools in nova or maryland or something.

    okay so what if i lived in a town of 3000 for half of my life? so what if i liked it? so what if i moved to an even smaller school? everyone rags on high school and small towns and stuff but those were the best years of my life. now i'm just some drone whittling away my years and my brain cells for some stupid degree. college is such a waste of time and money. half a century ago most didn't give a single thought to college because they could do what they wanted to do without some meaningless piece of paper that society tells us we need.

    i wish i could take heather back in time and live in simpler times. times where people weren't driven by the maddening allure of fame and fortune.

    but when you're doing 40 hours of school/homework a week, who has time for friends anyway? i have time for heather and eating and sleeping and that's it. you can have your friends and your parties. maybe you're a really good student and don't need to work hard but i'm working my ass off just for Cs. just for Cs. just so i can walk on that stage in 2 and a half years and get that worthless degree and forget about all this forever.

Friday, 20 November 2009

  • a crazy dream

    i had a dream last night that i was leaving tech and there were dead animals everywhere. horses and cows and goats, all dead. and i kept asking people why they were dead and no one knew. it was freaking me out because there were no animals left alive.

    so then i went to this weird place with lots of people and there were these two guys and they figured out what happened but they wouldn't tell me and heather, they just offered for us to live with them and others in an underground bunker to survive whatever was happening. so then we went down there to check it out and the brothers got in an argument and that's all i can remember. haha.

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